My Dreams

Jeremy Camp Recently I was pondoring over my life and what my dreams will be. My birthday is coming up and I guess that is part of the reason. So this is what I came up with. 1. To meet my dad again! The last time that I saw him was the summer before I started grade 7 and now that I am in my 30's I really want to meet him, hang out with him, and figure out why there was limited connection between us. 2. My friend plays in a band in Toronto ON and I never get to see him. We live to far away so to see him, see him play 3. To see Jeremy Camp in concert - he only performs in a different country then I do and I just can't finance it at the present time. 4. For me and my man to get back together. I miss "us" terriably. 5. To get my depression under control 6. Move to my dream town 7. Graduate from this college program.

In memory of my friend!!! Hope this helps somebody

In 1998 a good friend of mine tragically committed suicide and to this day I really don't understand why. He was a happy, go lucky guy who had more friends and more people who loved him then I could ever imagine having in a long time. Nobody expected it until the next day when I walked into my high school and heard it over the PA System. I always thought that I could help him and still everyday I think that I would wake up and he would still be alive and I would see his awesome smile and hear his laugh just one more time. The reason why I am sharing this is that I hope I could reach out to somebody who is this depressed that you would feel there is no way out, THIS AIN'T THE ANSWER! There are support lines, doctors, counsillors and yes, even pasters. Along side with friends, family members, and people who loves you more then you can ever imagaine. You are wanted on this earth so please don't do anything. Everyday I wish that I could have stopped my friend from doing this and everyday I miss him just a little bit more. http://www.helpguide.org/mental/suicide_prevention.htm Please read this site and if anybody knows of somebody this is the warning signs.

Simple Introduction

This past few months I have been struggling with medical issues, relationship issues, spiritual issues and at one point I remember my ex-boyfriend said that "believe" was an awesome topic for me to name a site. At that time I actually thought that I had it named this but I was wrong. In this site I would talk about everything including my hopes and dreams. I hope that you would have a great time reading this. Much blessings